commitment

I mean to write every day. 

I plan to do 10k or more steps. 

Eating less sugar is absolutely on my radar. 

Working out more has my name all over it.

Purging and organizing my apartment is on my to do list. So are setting up doctor and vet appointments, booking plane tickets, putting together care packages, knitting hats. 

And yet I'm overcome with inertia. It's not that I'm not getting things done, but my lifelong ability to make a commitment and stick to it in an often obsessive way had gone into hiding. 

Could be summer mode. Could be all that meditating has turned down the volume on mania.

We'll see. 

For now I'm starting lists again and hope to cross even a thing or two off every day.