Positive and negative in waves.
Distracting but overwhelming.
Sanity keeping but crazy making.
Keeping stress at bay but almost stress inducing at the same time.
My struggles, other challenges, the world at large - finding peace and calm in the chaos feels almost impossible at this point.
And so this treading water, this never seeming to end juggle continues.
Silver lining: those moments of beauty are more precious than ever.